So the question has to be, "Why the heck are you going to school?"
My answer is a little bit long, but the short answer is this: it had almost nothing to do with me. Continue reading for the full story...
To preface the story, I was never a big fan of school as a whole. I didn't like how the traditional school system was set up, and still don't. But my grievances against the system placed an unfair prejudice in me against all school.
This included BSSM.
I did not want to go to BSSM. I had no desire to ever do it. I thought, "Maybe one day, but probably not." I was dead set on never going back to school.
But this spring, maybe in April, I was laying in my bed one night and heard God very clearly say, "Go to BSSM."
I was terrified, and tried to explain it away. I wrestled with it for 2 or 3 weeks. Constantly battling God in my head, arguing why it would be stupid for me to go. I was frustrated that He would call me to something that I did not want.
Towards the end of this time, I sought the counsel of a mentor friend of mine on the topic of going to school. Thank God for that!
This friend helped me see how dumb I was being, and that God knows what He is doing.
A week or two later, I applied. And here I am.
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